Sunday, September 16, 2007

Mid Day 9/16/07

Before beginning sitting meditation, I chant the bhajan, Radhe, a bhajan of cosmic love, one of my favorites. Chanting seems to help me equilibrate emotions, express them in a positive way, settle my worries and concerns about all sorts of things. Then, when I meditate, it seems this time that I settle more quickly and easily. Breath quickly comes to a natural even rhythm, not forced or controlled. Distracting thoughts arise, but soon leave. I give some thought to doing a metta practice each morning, seems like a good way to begin the day. For most of the half-hour session I am alert and relaxed, occasionally consciously relaxing my legs. Thoughts arise about installing a wood stove in the house, thoughts about my vacation coming up in November, wanting to go to the Oregon coast. Maintaining a fairly constant awareness throughout the time. It seems like the time goes relatively quickly.

2 comments:

gniz said...

I've also at times found Metta practice to be very helpful and enjoyable.
Othertimes i've found difficulty in generating any feeling or compassion and it becomes like any other practice--hard.

Glad things are going well.

Sandragons said...

Yeah, things typically go well for me on the weekends, I think because I'm fresh, not tired. I tend to struggle more during the work week and fall into sleepiness. I guess awareness of sleepiness is still awareness:-)